Run, run, run away. I don't want to be near you. I don't want you to know who I am.

I desire to be free and unconstrained by all the thoughts and wishes. Nothing should depend on you. I am self-sufficient and capable. I am independent and confident.

I shall not weaken under the pressure. There will be no bowing to the feelings that attempt to pull me along.

I know I know better. I know who I am am and will not let you see through me until I appear to be nothing more than a figment of your imagination, or a distant memory of something past. Rather I will stand tall and remember my true self.

Do not try to dissuade me from the truth because that would only incur my wrath. The lies you speak cannot, and can never hold me again.

I am love, loved and lovable.

I think the problem or rather reason why I don't write very frequently is because I'm trying so hard to be smart. I want to come up with something witty to say or be able to perfectly articulate whatever sentiment it is that I'm feeling.
Well, I've given up. I am now just going to write whatever and try not to care how it comes out.
This may mean that sometimes my post my having nothing of interest for anyone other than myself but it is much better than not writing at all :P

Lately, I have been quite enjoying my job. The Sleepless Goat Café is a strange and sometimes wonderful place. I used to visit all the time with my friends frequently just getting a cup of tea and then sitting and chatting for hours on end which is something I still love to do. Now I am being trained to be one of their cooks and I love it. To me it feels like I'm creating something that someone else will enjoy. Plus, it sure smells good.

That is one of the few things that I have decided I want to do with my life. I'm not sure exactly what form it will be in (surely it won't tick to food forever) but creating is something that I find intriguing, and joyful, and frustrating, and challenging. There is so much variance to the forms which it can come in.
So now when people ask me what I want to do with my life I can answer them simply with one word: Create!